The Fam has taken the liberty of nicknaming her "wifey;" or, at least, that's what they call her whenever they ask about her. Frankly, I don't know why I spend so much time with her. Sure we enjoy each other, but we're obviously not going to take that anywhere...she has her...interest or whatever. She says they're not exclusive, but she's fairly attached anyway, it seems. It's just that all this perfectly innocent one-on-one time really kills me when I think that I could be spending time with everyone else, and our relationship would really be the same. Just friends. Honestly, I might be getting too comfortable with her, and letting her get too comfortable with me. I feel like the way I am with her sometimes is the way I should treat a girlfriend. Normally, this would be perfectly okay with me, mind you; the entire point of having so many close girl friends is so that I don't feel lonely without a girlfriend. This girl, though...she just makes it worse. It's like I keep getting little snippets of what it would be like if we went out, and I like it...and that that doesn't matter at all because we're not gonna go out. Maybe I'm overreacting, and that's okay because I deserve it by now. I have officially spent too much time with the girl (eight hours in a day? admit it, most guys are getting laid by then!). This would have been okay with someone I hanestly had no interest in (besides just fooling around), because the outcome wouldn't bug me so much. I honestly think I could have dragged someone else on a kamikaze mission to break into the clock tower and getten more for the effort. I hat to talk about women like work, but it's just that bad...

Starting maybe tonight, maybe tomorrow, my poems will be accompanied with recordings; you guys can think of it as your own private performances! That said, I may also begin posting some of my song lyrics, also accompanied with recordings. I'm actually really excited about it...I mean...I'm just sayin'...in case someone would like to know...

I just finished the first chapter of Mighty Midas, another of the infant efforts to bring my Soul Drive Universe to life. It's currently posted here

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at fictionpress.com. My name there is Poet Dice.

I may have some stuff there that won't be posted here, so check me out.

The mechinations are in motion to bring my SoulDrive Universe to life. I've had these ideas floating around in my head for loooong time, starting with the incomplete Look Spotter series and now including a little triste called Death and Ecstasy. Anywhose, I'm writing like three stories at a time because my attention span's too short for just one. I'm going to get my friend Sapph to illustrate one of them, as soon as I introduce the rest of the characters.

Following a lead from sincerity07, I had a talk with God<[link] , who subsequently assured me that I asked him to start the Big Bang. Which makes me his Father. Which makes me the universe's Grandfather. All hail Me. Anywho...